"what does all this mean...
my thoughts keep turning back to you
I don't understand
is it fear?
what holds you back...
tears perhaps
tears I can wipe away.
Believe me.
Being next to you makes it easy to
breathe...
the smell of your skin
the smell of you waking...
I feel complete--yet restrained.
Carefree days together
smiling
laughing
sleeping
dreaming together.
Make it a reality...
this reality is causing me some pain-
pain I shouldn't be feeling
aches in my soul to be near you
yet I'm so afraid...
can we ever just let go
and give in to our fate? "