Long time since I've written here
My real blog.
My last semester in Ohio...
happy
mixed emotions
hitting the real world.
New York City
mi piace
I miss Europe
Friends in Italy and Germany
memories I will forever hold.
Alone once again.
a melancholy mix of emotions.
Growing up I suppose...
Scared to start something new
leaving in 4 months...no time
a new friend
could it be real love or just friendship?
these are questions I ask...
opportunities
unsure of the taking.
Dont know what I want.
Remembering long walks
long talks
laughter
tears
and Italy.
Leaving to get on the train for Germany--my thoughts of thankfulness.
My dear Tosha
miscarriage
sad
feel sorry
dont understand life sometimes
giving her a big hug
my deepest wish...
always remember the song "move on..."
reunited someday
we all will be.
Balance
still working on.
Frustrations with life continue.
Happy yet sad...
need some sleep
or a big drink.
Tired of being lied to
those who are very close
am I making it all up?
the clues are there...
don't lie to me please
why lie to me
is the truth so difficult?
Truth
it will set you free.
Be free my friend
especially with me...
I'm really over it.
Memorial concert performance on Sunday...
singing Papageno's aria--
doing it for Chris
he loved the role
as do I...
I hate the aria
but I will remember our last conversation
it's for you!
Two performances this weekend
time to be a singer.
Moving on....
XO
justin
