Bottles of wine
lining up inside my apartment
enjoying a glass every night
why am I giving myself permission to do this?
guilty...
why do I feel guilty?
acid reflux perhaps? haha
damn I'm such a singer sometimes.
nice week of sleep
waking up tangled with other legs
body heat feels good in the morning
Comfortable
thought rarely crossed my mind
that I could feel that much peace.
Wrestling in my own head
my own thoughts.
fear
fear
fear.
Lesson yesterday
kicked my ass.
grrrrrrrr
good
bad
happy
involved
emotional
bleck!
Back to real life now.
Figuring out things for European summer.
Need to give up something before I go...
sad but true
hanging on to it for dear life....
addictions
*sigh*
XOXO
Justin