Stealing

I'm totally stealing this from my friend Micha. Because it totally describes me right now. It should be a song.

"how is it that i can feel so utterly frustrated and at the same time positively yearn for the object of my frustration?? yes, yes, that is it. i am frustrated, but yearning for the object of my frustration. and here i thought i wouldn't be able to put it into words. hm."