One of my favorite lines from FIRST WIVES CLUB
"then he just left one day for some-----preschooler."
Interesting
perhaps alcohol talking
everything revolving in this world
around sex
how complicated
fucked up
trust is dismayed these days
always getting bored it seems
Values of generations changing
open marriages
open marriages with children
open relationships
boundaries
I think we need them
in the end isn't love the most important thing?
why then does someone need to go off and screw the secretary?
human nature perhaps
horniness
boredom
can we then be allright with this situation?
not I
it disturbs me greatly
sex isn't a meaningless act
at least I don't believe so
perhaps I'm old fashioned
this disturbs me in many ways.
Lies
lies and more lies
go ahead and fuck the 0% body fat person
though he has an ugly face
hopefully it's good
I'm not open all night anymore
done
finite
ciao
adios
adieu...
principles are real to me
becoming clearer and clearer.
Part of my life I need to shut down for a while
need to make sense of myself
feelings
trust
committment
sincerity
honesty with myself
no compromise
every day
pieces fly away
don't understand
need to stick with the thing that works the most
thing I understand
thing I desire...
thing that is always there for me--
music
"music tells me what I need to know..."
"now I barely know what the meaning of no is..."

*sigh*
-J.