Wiped...

24 now...
blah!
Exhausting week for some reason
the weather keeps changing
messing with my voice and body
almost learned with FLUTE
last bit of Act II still worries me a lot, know I'll get it.
Coached with Adelle last night--I miss her ears more than I can say.
Lunch with Lisa today
coaching after lunch (hopefully I'm awake by then)
rehearsal
church choir job
and then who knows....a drink is definitely in the works somewhere.
I think my acid reflux is back
I got it under control for a while...
woke up this morning and could feel it.
Wish I could lay on the floor right now and go to sleep.
I have so many things going on in my mind right now---
I feel like I'm realeasing nothing but negative energy right now.
My phone keeps ringing
random
driving me crazy/tad confused.
Had a great dream last night---
sad to wake up.
Realizing I'm more like Papageno than I thought---
I just want the simple things out of life....(or what we think are simple)
LOVE
FOOD
DRINK.
Why does it all have to be complicated by these little tests we constantly have to go through?!?!
Sarah and I decided on a new profession last night
porn stars
we just need to get ourselves in shape and then the $$ will hopefully fly in
haha
a new year begins for me...
XO
Justin